1. I should have never let Ron tag along.
2. I should have never taken his virginity.  I might have still lived if he hadn't already seen me naked.  Can you imagine how tortured he might of felt if he never got to have me before vaporizing this incredible body?
3. I should have never tried to kill that damn Gul in front of Ron.  I should have known he wouldn't have the stomach for it. 
4. I should have never embraced my hatred towards the Cardassians as deeply as my mother had taught me.
5. I should have never opened my eyes again when they executed her.
6. I should have never let my enemies force me to forget how love felt.
7. I should have never planted those explosives.
8. I should have never stolen the medicine.
9. I should have never ignored him when Ron begged me to let that bastard save his daughter.
10. I should have never... 

Damn...  I'm such a mess.