Finding the right therapist, in general, is a hard thing. I mean you have this person, this complete stranger, and you're just expected to pour your soul out to them. I've been to 4 different therapists in the last 2 months not including Mark who I didn't have a formal sit down with. Eventually, you just get to that point when you realize that you are the common denominator. Then you worry that you're too fucked up to be fixed.