Significant others. Make a list of all the qualities your muse adores and admires about their significant other. If your muse doesn't have one, make a list of qualities they would like to have in a significant other if they could find he/she.
I wish I knew what to put here. I wish there was a magical list or that I knew what I wanted, or what better yet, what I deserved. If I really get down to thinking about I want:
A man who likes dogs (even though I hate them).
A man who plays the guitar really, really badly (so maybe I can teach him).
The kind of man who opens doors and buys me lunch even though I sort of think that stuff is stupid, but he'll do it anyway because those are his values. And I can think the actions are stupid but respect the meaning behind them.
Except the problem with that sort of thing is it's making it sound like I want him back. And maybe I do, but I really fucking shouldn't. So here's what I should probably be asking for, even if I don't think it's possible:
1) The type of guy who is not only going to put up with my ridiculous work hours, but ask me how my day was and actually listen.
2) Remember my birthday for the both of us, to make up for how often I forget it.
3) Want to kiss me even when I'm covered in car fluids, and I don't have make-up on and I'm three inches shorter out of my high heels and just generally looking kind of a mess.
4) Love sex. Want it with me. Want it with me all the time and for right reasons. Please.
5) Be a little proud of me when you find the time, or when it occurs to you.
6) Be anything in this world, but don't be perfect, don't be content with just the minimum.
7) This is sort of optional, but it'd be nice if I could be weird with a guy, without hearing a well covered insult about it.
Wow, this was kind of depressing.
I wish I knew what to put here. I wish there was a magical list or that I knew what I wanted, or what better yet, what I deserved. If I really get down to thinking about I want:
A man who likes dogs (even though I hate them).
A man who plays the guitar really, really badly (so maybe I can teach him).
The kind of man who opens doors and buys me lunch even though I sort of think that stuff is stupid, but he'll do it anyway because those are his values. And I can think the actions are stupid but respect the meaning behind them.
Except the problem with that sort of thing is it's making it sound like I want him back. And maybe I do, but I really fucking shouldn't. So here's what I should probably be asking for, even if I don't think it's possible:
1) The type of guy who is not only going to put up with my ridiculous work hours, but ask me how my day was and actually listen.
2) Remember my birthday for the both of us, to make up for how often I forget it.
3) Want to kiss me even when I'm covered in car fluids, and I don't have make-up on and I'm three inches shorter out of my high heels and just generally looking kind of a mess.
4) Love sex. Want it with me. Want it with me all the time and for right reasons. Please.
5) Be a little proud of me when you find the time, or when it occurs to you.
6) Be anything in this world, but don't be perfect, don't be content with just the minimum.
7) This is sort of optional, but it'd be nice if I could be weird with a guy, without hearing a well covered insult about it.
Wow, this was kind of depressing.
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