120.5 || Ten Things

[independenceday]

Ten Little Things You Love About Life

1. My sons' smiles
2. My little brother's texts and calls
3. Riding General
4. My last name
5. My own name on my bank account
6. My job
7. Seeing my little brother with his new boyfriend
8. Toys in the living room floor
9. Having short hair
10. The locks on my doors

Comments

[independenceday]

I know. I'm going to have farts coming at me in all directions. You recorded a song for him? That's fucking adorable. What did you record? And why don't you know? I think a band would be awesome.

[wordsofwisdom]

You should probably know, Fin is shameless when it comes to farts, so you can add him to the mix. Yeah, because when I met him and he told me he had feelings for me, and I knew I was having them for him, it just felt right. Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol. I'd just be holding them all back.

[independenceday]

LOL! I'm surrounded by farting boys! I'd say thank fuck for Zara, but she's worse than the lot of you put together. :P I love it. That's a great song, Shan. You're one of the best singers I know. You wouldn't be holding anyone back.

[wordsofwisdom]

You are! THERE'S NO ESCAPE. Fin broke the fart barrier, like, the second time we hung out. The song was just how I felt about him. We've had times where we've not felt good, and we just lie together and cuddle or talk. I love how he feels cuddling me. He's just warm and cozy. What if it's just awkward for a band to have a disabled person around, though? I wouldn't want them to be thinking that but not wanting to say anything in case they hurt my feelings.

[independenceday]

Ah, teen romance. Okay, that just makes my heart so happy, Shan. Knowing that you're being cared for and adored like that is just what any older sibling wants for their younger sibling. You really are head over, aren't you? I love it. I don't think it will be awkward at all. The only way it would be awkward is if they were going for choreographed dancing boyband levels, but it sounds like they're looking for musical talent, and you've got that in bucketloads.

[wordsofwisdom]

Yeah, I love him. He's so special and gorgeous. OMG, he's so hot. He gives me cuddles and he holds my hand. Even if he's pushing me to give my arms a rest, when we stop, he takes my hand. Or come down to my level to cuddle me around the shoulders. He rests his head on my shoulder too. I just like that he wants to do those things with me. And he doesn't just send me texts and nothing else. He'll handwrite notes and take a photo of them, and send that to me. He's just real special. His other friends might not want to hang out with me, though.

[independenceday]

You love him? He must be pretty spectacular. Which I can sort of tell he is. He's so sweet, honey. Seriously? He goes above and beyond, doesn't he? I want to hug him all over again. They might think you're great. Maybe he has other friends who have been through tough things, too?

[wordsofwisdom]

Yeah, I do. And I know Mom and Dad, and half the rest of the world will think that's too soon or I'm too young, but you know what? Screw all that. I could have ended up quadriplegic and if I find someone who is sweet, kind, amazing, and has feelings for me despite being stuck in a chair, I can't just switch my feelings off with that and wait until some indeterminate time in some far away place with fairies in the future that is apparently is the perfect time for people to fall in love in a normal way. He makes me happy and I haven't been happy since this damn thing happened. I just don't want his friends to get tired of him because of me, the same way my friends did with me.