I do. I know that what's right is being there for the people you love when they need you. It's not running away when things get hard. It's not hiding from the responsibilities that come with loving someone. It's being steady and supportive and loving whenever they need you. What's right is checking on your boyfriend when he's not feeling well, and his uncle is ill and his parents are splitting. All of those things are right. And I... I don't think it was ever being lost so much as just losing my grip on everything going on in my life and prioritizing badly. I wasn't lost so much as just really fucked in my priorities. And then I panicked and made everything about a million times worse.