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Quote of the Day 048.
Turmoil
n. 1. a state of great commotion, confusion, or disturbance; tumult; agitation; disquiet
Hospitals made Jax nervous and agitated. He had spent a long time in one in the wake of his bar brawl stabbing, and the smell and the sounds seemed to trigger all those feelings inside him again. But no matter much he didn’t want to be here, nothing in the world would have gotten him to leave right now. His hands were still shaking from the shock and he had hardly been able to eat these past couple of days. He couldn’t even stomach coffee or Red Bull, and usually they were both staples for him.
At first, he had just walked into the room with his head down, looking at his feet and then at his hands once he had sat down. He hadn’t thought he would be able to look. He didn’t want to see Emilio all broken and battered. Both his mom and his big sister told him he didn’t have to go in to see Emilio if he didn’t want to. He didn’t want to, but he was going to. Because Emilio was his big brother, and even though they hadn’t known him for years of their life, that didn’t make him any less their brother.
( Which is exactly why Jax was struggling with an inner turmoil right now... )
Jax Alvarez // Original Character
n. 1. a state of great commotion, confusion, or disturbance; tumult; agitation; disquiet
Hospitals made Jax nervous and agitated. He had spent a long time in one in the wake of his bar brawl stabbing, and the smell and the sounds seemed to trigger all those feelings inside him again. But no matter much he didn’t want to be here, nothing in the world would have gotten him to leave right now. His hands were still shaking from the shock and he had hardly been able to eat these past couple of days. He couldn’t even stomach coffee or Red Bull, and usually they were both staples for him.
At first, he had just walked into the room with his head down, looking at his feet and then at his hands once he had sat down. He hadn’t thought he would be able to look. He didn’t want to see Emilio all broken and battered. Both his mom and his big sister told him he didn’t have to go in to see Emilio if he didn’t want to. He didn’t want to, but he was going to. Because Emilio was his big brother, and even though they hadn’t known him for years of their life, that didn’t make him any less their brother.
( Which is exactly why Jax was struggling with an inner turmoil right now... )
Jax Alvarez // Original Character