"How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes, I've got no where to run
The night goes on, As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me"
• How Could This Happen To Me, Simple Plan

If there was one extremely tough thing about fighting an ongoing battle, it were those moments where it hit you like a ton of bricks that the fight was a long shot off being won. If only being a recovering addict was as easy as a bit of rehab and then going on your merry way. In harsh reality, it was so much harder than that. Your focus was staying clean, so when things happened to throw you off course, it had this way of making you feel like the whole world had been roughly pulled out from under you and you were falling all over again. Falling is exactly what he had done. He had fallen so hard off the wagon that, like many a recovering addict, he was teetering on the precipice of not only wondering what the point was to keep trying to stay clean if you were always going to fail, but also sheer terror of detoxing again.

( Noah was supposed to have gone over to Dillon’s place to talk about why he broke up with him, but he couldn’t find the balls to face him... )

Noah Cameron :: Original Character
- In the wake of THIS

WORD:

Contiguous
adj. 1. touching; in contact. 2. in close proximity without actually touching; near.

QUOTE:

"When the world says, 'Give up,', Hope whispers, 'Try it one more time'."
- Unknown