Gone were the sweet, crisp autumn nights that held so much promise. When Nikki walked out of the hotel she was greeted by a cold so bitter it made it even harder to breathe than the emotional turmoil she was struggling to swallow down. Her whole world was coming unraveled and the only thing she could think to do was run. She was so focused on her next step that she didn't notice the tall Asian man staring at her until he spoke.

"It's really you."

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On my mind

I've lost count of the amount of journalling I've done in the years since I was brought to New York. I know some people think writing about feelings is stupid and pointless, but some days, all I had were the pages inside these notebooks. I didn't have to hide anything there. When you start to feel like your brain is going to explode because there is so much on your mind, sometimes all you can do is try to get the thoughts out somehow.

( Lately, I haven't written anything. No journalling, no lyrics, no songs... )

- ZED BLAZE -
original character