102.5. Ten

[zedblaze]

Ten things you think about when you can't sleep

1. Why life is worth living
2. How come the Oreo cookie has to taste crap, and the cream taste so good?
3. Do I miss the past?
4. How many smokers actually die of lung cancer, and is it really something all smokers are definitely going to end up with?
5. Is everyone made to love?
6. Is everyone made to be loved?
7. Why is fucking homophobia still even a thing in the year 2015?
8. Why do all Taylor Swift songs sound like she's bitching about poor life choices?
9. No, but really, why does anyone give a fuck about whether a guy wants to stick his cock into another guy?
10. I need fucking sleeping pills

- ZED BLAZE -
original character

Comments

[headingforsomething]

I've been in the naughty corner for about a year now.

Fuck you. Now I have that damn song stuck in my head.

[zedblaze]

You bad girl, you.

Me too. Foiled at my own fail.

[headingforsomething]

I'm one filthy bitch, you got that right.

Nice try at changing the subject. Why was he so desperate to see you? Did you pull an Ozzy Osbourne and slaughter his cat on stage to drink its blood?

[zedblaze]

Never. You're a total innocent. I bet you're still a virgin.

He wants to suck my cock. He can get in line.

[headingforsomething]

You're being evasive. Is that your way of saying "Fuck off, I don't want to talk about it"?

[zedblaze]

Honey, you know me. If I wanted you to fuck off, I'd just tell you to fuck off.

[headingforsomething]

True. Okay, you don't want me to fuck off, but you don't want me to interrogate you about this dude either. Is he an ex?

[zedblaze]

We never dated.

[headingforsomething]

Are you okay? You were impossible to read when you saw him. But then, you've never been an easy one to read. You're very guarded.

[zedblaze]

I've been trying to define what okay is for me for a very long time now. But I'm working on it. I'm not wasting my life wallowing in my own self-pity and dragging people down with me. I actually really appreciate every person in my life for different facets they bring to it. We're all different, I cherish that.

[headingforsomething]

I can see that. You don't take anyone for granted. You just prefer to talk about everyone else but yourself. Which tells me there's a reason for that.

[zedblaze]

There's a pretty big reason. Let's just say, this is my second chance on life and I'm not going to take that for granted.

[headingforsomething]

You nearly died?

[zedblaze]

You could say that.

[headingforsomething]

You're going to keep giving me the verbal run-around on this particular subject, aren't you?

[zedblaze]

It's territory I'm not comfortable talking about, is all. To anyone, not just you. I promise you that.