102.5. Ten

[zedblaze]

Ten things you think about when you can't sleep

1. Why life is worth living
2. How come the Oreo cookie has to taste crap, and the cream taste so good?
3. Do I miss the past?
4. How many smokers actually die of lung cancer, and is it really something all smokers are definitely going to end up with?
5. Is everyone made to love?
6. Is everyone made to be loved?
7. Why is fucking homophobia still even a thing in the year 2015?
8. Why do all Taylor Swift songs sound like she's bitching about poor life choices?
9. No, but really, why does anyone give a fuck about whether a guy wants to stick his cock into another guy?
10. I need fucking sleeping pills

- ZED BLAZE -
original character

Comments

[zedblaze]

I've been trying to define what okay is for me for a very long time now. But I'm working on it. I'm not wasting my life wallowing in my own self-pity and dragging people down with me. I actually really appreciate every person in my life for different facets they bring to it. We're all different, I cherish that.

[headingforsomething]

I can see that. You don't take anyone for granted. You just prefer to talk about everyone else but yourself. Which tells me there's a reason for that.

[zedblaze]

There's a pretty big reason. Let's just say, this is my second chance on life and I'm not going to take that for granted.

[headingforsomething]

You nearly died?

[zedblaze]

You could say that.

[headingforsomething]

You're going to keep giving me the verbal run-around on this particular subject, aren't you?

[zedblaze]

It's territory I'm not comfortable talking about, is all. To anyone, not just you. I promise you that.