http://usedtohaveabs.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] usedtohaveabs.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] muserevival2011-12-30 12:42 pm

002.6. Canon prompt (OOC)

What event has impacted the most on your muse’s life?

Quinn's pregnancy, without a doubt, has been what has impacted the most on her. In fact, it impacted so hard, she has never quite gotten back on her feet after it. She has tried, and many different tactics, to get over it and move on, but she is walking proof how one tiny mistake at the time can literally take your life and shake it up to something you don't even recognise. In fact, it caused Quinn to not even know herself, and ironically, the happiest she has been since it happened was right before she gave birth when she was surrounded by friends she never thought she would have and always took for granted.

After the baby was born, which she gave up for adoption, Quinn struggled to find her feet. It had become such a prominent piece of her that to lose it left her lost and alone. I play Quinn with my own head canon that even though she gave the baby up, she still suffered post-natal depression from it but it has obviously never been diagnosed and she's too naive to understand it or recognise it herself. She has made a lot of mistakes in her search to rediscover herself following the pregnancy, but she is absolutely terrified that if she does find herself again, she will hate herself even more than she already does now. She just wants to find something that fills the hole of the loss of the baby she gave up, but she struggles to see that what she needs is right there in front of her, with her friends that love her.



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