133.5. Ten Things

[likefatherlikeson]

Ten hopes for the future

1. To still be able to perform until I'm dead
2. My dad to get his mojo back
3. My little sister not to fall in love with someone I have to punch
4. Keep doing as much for my chosen charities as possible
5. My illness to stabilise some day
6. To be stronger than my past traumas
7. To find my soul mate to wake up with every day
8. For the suicidal feelings to leave me
9. My family and friends to be happy
10. Peace

Justin Campbell
Original Character

Comments

[valuetosurvival]

I can walk the walk, too. I haven't proven it very well lately, but I know that I can.

[likefatherlikeson]

So, what? You know it. Great. Good for you.

[valuetosurvival]

You know it, too. You've seen it. We've been through a lot together that we got through as a team.

[likefatherlikeson]

Pfft, yeah. I saw it. And I saw it fizzle and burn too. Actually, no. There's been a whole lot I had to do on my own because you were fuck knows where. That's not a team.

[valuetosurvival]

You're saying that as if I've never been there for you through anything hard in the entire time we've been together. I know that I've failed you, but I also know that I haven't missed every single hard thing ever.

[likefatherlikeson]

No, I'm saying that as if you weren't there when I needed you the most. Stop putting words in my mouth. I'm not begging you to be there for me.